[Episode 19]
How could you abandon me?
I've never...
told anyone about this.
When I was...
looking for a safe place at that time,
I observed for a few days...
at the welfare home...
near Auntie Che's house.
She is good to the children.
She always went home at half past six.
She was the...
the most suitable candidate at the time.
I put you...
in front of her house...
after you fell asleep that day.
I felt reluctant...
as I touched your hand.
Because I knew...
that might be the last time to do that.
I still...
dream of that situation to this day.
It's a nightmare...
that I don't want to wake up from.
I'm afraid that...
I would lose you again after I woke up.
♪ I want to hug you ♪
Whether...
I did it accidentally or purposely,
it doesn't matter anymore.
The damage is done.
Everything can't go back together.
At least...
I know now...
what I've been through with you.
I know who I am.
Xu Zhi.
Mom.
It's alright. Don't worry.
I'll take care of everything.
♪ Until love no longer ♪
♪ Leaves you ♪
Yi Zhi.
Chanel coat?
The baby's asleep.
You're in a good mood recently.
Life goes on no matter...
I'm looking good or bad.
It's important to pamper myself as well as the baby.
That's true.
But it feels like you are living a whole new life.
No way.
But I'm telling you.
Every day is a new day if you're in...
a relationship that doesn't see marriage as the goal.
How are you now?
Me?
I only need to take care...
of this baby.
Really?
You're always welcome to get tips from me.
I gained tons of experience...
just to help others out.
Sure.
Scored another free teacher.
I gained a lot by knowing you.
Good that you know it.
I'm celebrating my birthday.
Come and join me tonight...
if you're available.
Great.
I love big parties.
You finally appear.
What are you trying to do?
Are you excited that everyone is...
worried about you?
[Mu Lian Sheng's ID Card]
What do I need to do to get that from you?
Mu Jing was arrested.
Shang Wu has not been found yet.
I can't hide it from...
Xiao Guo anymore.
It's none of your business.
I don't want you to get hurt.
Why are you helping me?
I don't know!
Don't meddle with my problem.
It's bad for you.
I'll always follow you...
as long as you won't tell me.
Don't regret it.
Let's go.
That's what has happened.
Why did you take the risk...
and return to the bar?
I saw the video...
but I don't believe...
you would try to kill your daughter.
Don't you want to find Mu Lian Sheng?
The news on the internet is correct.
I'm the culprit.
I'm Shang Wu's accomplice.
Just sentence me to death.
Mu Jing.
You need to cooperate with us to find Lian Sheng...
as long as you're seeing yourself as a mother.
She's only 7 years old.
You're not afraid that...
she will come across other dangers?
Let me die.
I abandoned her.
Shoot me.
Please.
I beg you.
What are you trying to do this time?
This is my home.
Since I was 9 years old,
these were all in my mind
bit by bit.
Xu Zhi.
Can I ask you...
what you are doing with these wooden blocks?
I want to build a house.
Build a house?
That's good.
My daughter is really creative.
So have you thought...
about the type of house you'll build?
You can build a big house...
with so many wooden blocks.
Do you have a design in your mind?
How about drawing it out first?
It's in here.
But I didn't know...
what I meant at that time.
I still didn't know what it is...
when I completed it.
I'm unable to verify...
if what I built was correct.
Everything has passed.
Xiao Liu.
Run a comparison of this DNA...
with the one...
on the foil left in...
the microwave.
See if they match.
Yes, Captain Guo.
Yi Zhi, come here!
Happy birthday.
Thank you.
Hurry and celebrate...
my short-lived escape from diapers and milk bottles.
I can't tell...
that you have a hot body.
This might be the only advantage...
during lactation.
You'll have...
a hot body like mine soon.
Let's drink.
Alright.
It's juice.
Can you remember the feeling when you...
saw the test result?
When I first saw my pregnancy test result,
my mind went blank and...
felt like I was in a car crash.
I felt time stopped for the...
first time in my life.
I understand.
I felt my eyes went blur...
when I first saw my pregnancy test result.
I remember I cried for a whole day.
Do you know...
I felt...
very happy at that time.
That is why we need to enjoy...
the only bit of fun between work and breastfeeding.
Right?
Are you sure she'll be here?
I'm sure.
I told her no deposit, no inspection.
So she...
asked to make the deal directly on the spot.
Will you still be here...
when I wake up tomorrow?
No.
I won't sleep then.
I will stay up and talk to you all night.
About what?
What do you feel?
What kind of feeling?
Us.
Tomorrow.
I feel nothing.
I don't believe you.
I told you before...
not to come near me.
Lin Xu Zhi.
I think...
I've fallen in love with you.
You never loved anyone else?
No.
Never.
Loving someone...
should feel good.
But don't love me.
Dad, I'm finding something.
Dad!
Did Tian Fang come back?
No.
He didn't return since yesterday.
[Yi Kang]
Hello, Yi Kang.
Help me to check every hotel...
in the city immediately.
See if Tian Fang is staying in any of them.
Alright.
Mom.
These are flight tickets to Hainan.
Get ready for it.
[Tickets and Lian Sheng's ID Card]
I need to go out for a while.
You're going out this late after you just came back?
Yes.
Not a big deal.
I'll be back soon. Don't worry.
Come back earlier.
Xu Zhi.
We will be together in the end.
The door is unlocked.
Should I say good morning...
or good evening?
Officer Guo.
Are you worried about me?
Of course.
I think we are friends...
after what happened.
I think you have something to tell me.
Guo Yue.
I should be honest with you.
I used to think that I'm capable of...
helping you find Mu Lian Sheng.
However, I overestimated myself.
I'm not involving myself in this anymore.
I'm so disappointed.
You're a we-media reporter.
I thought it's your strength to investigate by hook or by crook.
Am I wrong?
I'm sorry.
Why?
I'm not tracking down...
a child that doesn't want to be found.
I told you that...
finding her is important for me.
You're still doing this.
She wanted to be Lin Xu Zhi's daughter.
She wanted it.
She wanted it?
She's only 7 years old...
and she has to live a difficult life.
Lin Xu Zhi has a similar childhood.
How can you be sure that she is...
not doing it only to fill the void in her heart?
You're saying that a child cannot have her...
own personality and make her own decisions?
How do you know...
you're not trying to fill the...
void in your heart since you're in a rush to find her?
Tian Fang.
Did Lin Xu Zhi charm you?
Let me tell you.
I need to find Mu Lian Sheng.
I need to know if she's safe.
My friend.
You'll be on your own after this.
I know.
You think I can't find Lin Xu Zhi, right?
You don't know me.
It's fine if you don't know me.
But do you truly know yourself?
Do you truly know Lin Xu Zhi?
Hello.
Officer Guo?
I'm Zhong Hui.
Take your time. Tell me slowly.
I found out that Xu Zhi...
left all her bank cards and Pins...
to me when I was packing.
Do you think she's in danger?
Officer Guo.
Please help her.
Don't worry.
I'll get some men to search for her.
I'll update you.
Son.
Where's Lian Sheng?
Where is she?
Don't be anxious.
Someone wants her more than you do.
Where's Lian Sheng?
You sent Mu Jing to jail.
You'll be the next to go there.
What do you want Mu Lian Sheng for?
What do you mean?
What are you trying to do?
Shut up.
Didn't you see what she...
You're really uncivilised.
Not so loud.
Don't frighten my daughter.
Daughter, it's been a long time.
Do you still know me?
You don't even know your father.
That's so cruel.
Look here.
Look what you did when you were 5 years old.
Remember anything?
The small room behind that steel door.
The little red lightbulb.
Don't you remember?
All the photos...
hanging there.
That small pool...
where pictures came out...
when you put in the photos.
Don't you remember it?
The cute little bird...
lying there...
with hardened wings.
Didn't you like it?
You really don't remember?
Why can't you remember?
♪ Who can I depend on when I miss my family? ♪
♪ My situation here is unpredictable ♪
Have you been looking for me?
Have you wanted to kill me?
Calm down.
You are the one who wants to kill me.
I want to kill you...
but I want you to take my life even more...
Do you know why?
You made me hurt my mother,
making her live a miserable life now.
This is the irreversible truth.
Put down the knife.
Daughter,
I'm still waiting...
for you to accompany me for the rest of my life.
Remember the time when you brought me to watch the play of Ne Zha?
I was fond of the ending...
of the play so much.
I still remember it now.
Have you forgotten?
Ne Zha cuts his flesh...
for his mother.
Who am I
To be so miserable
Dashing all the time
But missing out on someone
I want to hug you
And protect you from harm
I want to see you
When you grow up
I want to
Sing for you
Until love no longer
Leaves you
Every inferiority has
Heard its confession
Everything can still make it
With compassion
I want to hug you
And protect you from harm
I want to see you
When you grow up
I want to
Sing for you
Until love no longer
Leaves you